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I think i can become an part-time matchmaker and consellor le..Consellor becoz zenith the noisy girl in my class say so coz i help her change her bad point to good point and say wad i gt the look of being an consellor help people solve problem..BUt i myself sometimes also can't help myself how to help people i only do the best i can help u guys to do only,can say good listener.consellor maybe or maybe not?

MAtch maker i gt many times help my frien setter their relationship problem,some sucess some trying to..even gt 1 person call me teacher ,haiz dun like that called me la..i only tell u all wad i hear or see gather the information giving u all suggestion jux becoz i dun wan u all kana cheated by those liar outside.If really i am a match maker why dun i match make 1 for myself?so tough i wan 1 but it will nv come somemore i give u all suggestion no sure whether i work anot leh..

Only can say haiz..life gt so many problem i only can help people solve abit by bit,jux hope that they will take my advice before they regret and cried infront of me!

Yesterday my class have a BBQ party thingy ba?at pasir ris ave 50 (IDA),i go with huiting and hidayah at first we 3 really go off le but i gt ivan called saying that he wanna join us so we from 3 wait till 4pm is aready very late le lor..so we took a taxi there,it cost $29.95 can round off to $ 30 le.so heart pain sia,i pay $8 oh my money fly off le la..

SO we reach le,at there the place is like whoa so big if my hs gt like that big i will happy until siao but jux dreaming only at least i can tell ppl i go before this kind of hs!!!So i walk around the hs taking some photo for memories,is so beautiful!!!Can't bear to leave it even the bed is also very soft and comfort like an heaven!

AT night we have started our BBQ thingy,i got help them make the chicken all that but ben his food try nt to or else u will sure fat as he put alot of the butter thingy..also i try bbq the mash maro is so yummy!crispy ouside the skin wow i feeling like eating it nw..

At 10pm i leave the place but i gt home at 12 plus so so tired after bathing i quickly jump onto my bed but kiara msg me until 1 plus my eyes really like a panda bear lor..

Yesterday i jux have my cross-country at japanese garden,i was latebecoz i am stuck in lakeside i though i at chinese garden stupid me late for 30 mins lucky mr shashi nt around or else i die sia..This year also my last year of running with my dearest classmates le,a bit sad but this year i walk a lot but still i get top 100 in ''B'' girls runing.

WHoa,fun sia although very tired after that we had cheers bla bla bla..i sitting near yiting is like darm paiseh lor dun dare to face him,haiz why i also dunno.Nevermind,i the end this year the result is

1st Blue House
2nd Brown House(mine)
3rd yellow house
4th red house
5th green house

Also that day i received a msg from my senior,shian he say he wanted to consel me as he seen my blog of wad i type scare i will do something silly..I reject him coz i dun wan becoz of me trouble to any1,But he told me his mobile is 24 hrs on anything can call him he will help me.At the moment i'm quite touching as i really long time nv feel this kind of care le..Thanks shian for ur caring but if i really gt problem i think i will keep it to myself ba,i wun wan to trouble ppl 1 u know ba?

Todae i when to qing ping and ah ying hs to play basketball and badmintor but becoz of the sun we didn't play for quite long and we go to the mama shop outside rest after that we than went back to ah ma hs to bath and change,while qing ping go to her hs and bath.After all those bathing and waiting finally ah ying,baby(rongyuan),qing ping,my younger bro and me together when to lot 1 to shop shop..When we reach baby and ah di went to play arcade,in the period of time the 3 of us went to foodcourt to have our lunch.AH ying and me eat BBQ chicken set(korean food).

It had been 2 years i nv eat korean food le,rmb the time i was wif juliana,she teach me how to eat that but now..haiz,life change time to accept the truth le yuxuan stop dreaming!!Speaking
the truth if i can i jux wish it was jux a dream and i have nv wake up and stress wif everything..

Hope i can find back my true self ba,coz i nw feel tat i'm a live zombie very scary!!!
Shian(senior)don't see this blog message,thank you!

HAha..see my title of the blog u should know wad i going talk about le ba?Haiz..i think this month my mobile bill should be very nice,nvm la for the sake of my darlings bill 1 -2 months high a bit can still accept but too high ltr will kana keep by my parent.

I think my higher bill is around 30-40 bucks ba?but after that my bill stay at 20--28 bucks nv go cross 30 buck my parent than nv nag me or else i think i will be nag until die ba?Dunno this month how much hope wun get nag ba...

Smile always=)

Yesterday(sunday,16th march 2008) my grand pa wad buried all those moments we had all stop here but the memories we had nv gone that i can ensure it will always be there no matter wad happen.Now of days i only have to keep smiling to others pretend i'm ok but i'm not,i just hope it wad all just a dream.A dream that nv will soon be awake!

Todae start term 2 of a brand new school lor,i was so tired early in the morning i blur blur de knock on this and that or not than forget to take things like a blur sotong...hahas,ok la but sad thing first day aready gt chinese tuition after school but i todae run away from teaching sec 1 section coz i too tired!ANd u know wad my teacher caught me and told my frien that tml go find her but nt scare coz i 1st time and i gt reason nt anyhow potiam 1 lor..

HAiz..school start again many tuition ,remedial ,tutoring, test,compo etc poping out...headche sia,where the holidays???i LOve you Holidays do come back soon i will miss you!!!

YOu know wad todae i in school can say very speacial i todae keep on msg till sch end wow this the first time i doing this but nt during period la is like break time after lesson i than msg my dearest darlings Qing Ping & Feng Hao!!Their msg are super cute,love msg them but i think the bill also quite nice too,,hehe,i wanted make joke to cheers me up but no mood maybe i still can't get over it ba?HOpe i can get over it soon,good luck on me ba no matter in study or mental..

Holidays should be students fravourite weeks/days throughout those study period,at least i was jux like normal kids plan my timetable.1st day should have the CL Jouranlism course at Dunearn sec sch but is was cancel because early in the morning i wake up,i heard my bro saying that my grandpa passed away.At the moment i was shocked and my mind just suddenly flash through the past times.

Sometimes i really feel like dying as i think that there really no point for me to live on.
Many time i thinking of commit sucide but doesn't work!!And so i cut away those stupid ideas.

1st REASON of commit sucide is sec 2 my best frienz in sec sch passed away.
2nd Reason -sec 3 my fravourite uncle passed away
3rd Reason- sec 4 my grandpa passed away

Every year people 1 by 1 passed away and leave me alone here..How could they so cruel,my heart is torn into billion pieces , tears is like a dry well and my brain is like a timing bomb which can be bomb and break down my brain system.

1st day of funeral i when with my family before i when into the room i still in a stable state but after i when inside seeing my grandpa lying on the bed whithout breathing,my tears just rolls down my cheeks at the moment i feel so so lonely.Also i dunno why when i cried/angry/sad i just won't speak anything for few hours,quite wired isn't it?

2nd day i help to fold a lots of those ''yuan bao'' which is cash from the below world and i go back quite late,also on that days i get to talk to my dearest cousins which is fenghao , qingping , xiao hui ,bang xian etc...But I talk more to Fenghao and Qingping,they are my cousins but u do u believe we nv speak to each others for 9 years plus till this day we finally talk!!! I'm so gald that i finally have a cousin but nt a stranger.Maybe i chat too much with fenghao make others keep saying we are BGR and make me feel that his mum is spying me quite uncomfortable.(i think)

3rd , 4th and 5th day i nv went home i stay at there help them the paper thingy for the whole night whithout sleeping but 4 th night sleep around 30 mins as i have a real headche but everytime i get back home the first i wanted to do is to jump onto my bed and sleep but i didn't la of coz gt bath than dry hair tham sleep but this 3 days i very puntual no matter wad time i sleep in the morning when i come back
i will wake up at 3pm directly..

6th day gt priest come at 7pm keep on ''nian jin'' and kneel ,stand ,bow and more until 11plus even i want to go to my bishan ah ma that side also nt enough time haven sit down start le,wad the hell nt even lor until the whole thingy finsh i than get to makan.Ai yo sure fat la,Oh my god i dun wan gain weight!!!today which is morning of the next day(sunday) i reach home at 1.15amdbath and personal thing until 2am online check e-mail also post blog is darm tiring ltr at around 9plus mux wake up le today buried my dearest grandpa.Just hope i can tahan!

I shall stop here and sleep le,bye bye post next time~

Whoa today is the last day before the school holidays start,i'm so gald as i really need a rest to restort all my energy i wasted.Today i jux as normal went to school but my bro(primary school) dun need have to go sch today so my dad drive me to school,early in the morning benjamin came to me tell me that eddie wan me help him collect his CA paper i was like stunt wad for i take his i nt his whoever infact he should put zenith nt me!!i dun really wan to keep his paper lor..

But today my class finish sphere chapter of mensuration nt mensuration(red),now i know my class through out other school is mux much more quicker than other sch.Darm lots formular is rmb lor i think i will need this hoildays to help me rmb those!

Todae school pe is also quite fun is organised by shermaine group and my group have mustaqim hafiy khubaib mr shashi we are so powerful that we keep wining and wining darm shiock sia,but play until the last 10-20 mins mr shashi return us the CA paper i gt all passes but i nt really very happy with my score,i promised the next time i will get higher and higher!!

Also i have a sad news,ppl holidays can sleep until afternoon also nvm BUT the first day of holiday whick is on 10 march i early in the morning mux go durean sec sec to attend wad CL journalism Course which my teacher have choosen me to attend.So sian wan slp cannot slp mux wake up go others ppl sch,lame sia infact the eddie also gt come should be quite noisy!DUnno wad will happen on mon also jux hope it will be a sucessful one!!!

Yepeee~~i finally done my art on wed(5th march) and hand over to teacher.Is so so relaxing after the art case have over,i do days for it also burn many days of midnight oil..Sometime after the day got school i can't really concentrate on my studies keep on falling asleep.HAix,lucky it over my nightmare have gone wad a relieved!

Here some of my art piece and effort,enjoy!

THat day i rmb is sunday(2nd march),I meet eddie at south view lrt station around 1.30pm but i came late 5-9 mins but he keep nagging me say wad i very impuntual but the problem lie on the meeting time is 2pm nt 1.30pm i meet him early aready give him face le lor somemore is sunday i can prefer nt to go out and stay at home!

Forget about him,come back to the topic after meeting the eddie we went to bukit panjang wait for benjamin also huiting but the huiting msg me say she going to drive and meet us,but she is underaged so i told her to but more insurance when she going to drive..Hahas,accident can pay by the insurance!Atually she really gt drive(i THink) coz she takes her dad key and start engine by pushing down the thing at the corner,wad she told me is that she only drive front and back lucky the place only few cars or else insurance also nt enough to pay!

When she come.4 of us take a bus to the sim lim square/tower coz they wanted to see something from there,which happen that the boys went to see their own stuff left the girls jux walk around see here see there after finish walking than msg them at meet at 1 point..AFter all those walking thingy between the two places,benjamin when back home left eddie,huiting and me plus and ivan which jux xame back from cca together when to bugis watch a movie called'' 2 faces girlfriend''is an korean movie quite nice but problem is i dunno korean words only watch the subtitle below..

Inside the show the two imporatant actors act like a friend of mine is nt other than''zenith & eddie''they are jux really make ppl feel they really suit each other although they keep decline but can see they still like accept that we called them couple..Hope onedays i could see them holding hands and be the real BGR relationship.(sorry eddie i have to say,this wad i think and zenith good luck to you two.hope gt firework!)

STress sia,the art everyday rush drawing cutting etc...so lots lor,even i sarcified my chinese homework to do my art coz it is My N level art piece!!!!Todae finally done cutting left the pasting and it will be complete but i scare i will fail my art,i know my art wasn't good but hope this time the art teacher wun like last year miss ong so ''stingy'',only know how to nag nag nag..

After school i help my classmates take down those class CNY decro coz that time gt film of wad ''DV xiao yuan''competition,my class is the last class to take down those decro quite hard pain sia all those effort of doing jux get tear down..=..(

Also i had pay my N level fees to mr shashi le,is a relieved coz i scare i this STM-short term memory person will forget ltr nv hand in cannot go examination i can cried to death!When i hand the money to my form teacher he wan make fun of me say wad u are safe nw since u got pay the protection fees..very lame sia him,wad protection fees!lols,lame teacher but i know when i leave this school somedays i will nv forget this mental problem form teacher de!

School thing all setter,huiting and i together when to take ''187'' to bukit panjang and we saw miss wong another mental teacher also leave nearby there so we went together but reach the shopping centre she jux buy some buns and went back home.Pity huiting and i two person so lonely go eat(atually not,quite fun) we when to the 3rd floor an Hong Kong shop eat,wow u know the price in there also very nice darm expensive lor i used up my money for the week to eat that 1 lunch..now mux start saving le!!!