Friday, September 19, 2008
Teddy bear(cute)Today i went all the teacher like wan the class to die ,give us so much hw like we are not human..first 2 lesson gt a thick science worksheet do until like hell but still nv complete coz i nt really understand it coz my science is weak.After science is PE lessons,i was fun and enjoyable but i feel that the gals is keeping some distance from me maybe becoz the qurrel of me and huiting.I should have know,i nt sad anymore i accept the true since they wan keep a distance from me than i maybe i think i will try my best to leave them alone.I seen her enough le,she everytime qurrel with somebdy she will pull everyone away from me say my bad even all is my fault she is the innocent one.I really cannot tahan her
Before school ended i got eng lesson but it change to math worksheet lesson through out the whole 1hr 30 mins lesson,wad my class done is to do do do and do..but still thr still alot for us to complete,and mr shashi(my math teacher) said that mux keep on practice and practice not slacking is allow..i think he gotta kill us all so many work to complete,not siao also gone siao la..2 math paper to be done and 1 science worksheet..
After school my didi (ivan) treat me eat ice-cream,so cool this the first time he so generous treating me i think i wun able to forget today.It was delicious for him,he is a person wan ppl to treat him but today he treat other things.I was surprised,after tat we went around to lot 1 shop for shahirah bf t-shirt and my elder bro b'day gift.
Until 3plus i went back home,striaght after that i went out to east shore hospital with my cousin to visit my grandma.Her condition is nw stable but her lungs is very weak i'm so worry about her.I dun wan to cried again,i been a cry baby for alots of time.can say i 'm a emotional person easy get sad so please dun make me sad,dun hurt me~
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Finally Prelims are over..left the N level examination coming to another 12 days or lesser.
Today i speak to huiting ask her''do u wan still wan to have cold war until the end?this the last year can't we be like normal?''she didn't reply jux make an expression that she still angry and walk off.Her expression make me feel deeply hurt,coz this is the second peron making the looks make me feel hurt.First is wanling she use to be my best pal but of an misunderstanding we are seperated from an far distance even lose contact with each other le,i really dun wan huiting be the next victim.
Now huiting and i is like standing on the two end of a bridge,one day by one day we nv tok,the further distance we will be and soon one day the rope of the bridge will loose and it mean tha the end of our friendship.I really dun wan see this happe again,worse is that i heard that she say she dun wan recover the friendship anymore.The very first moment before i say anything my feeling came and my tears drop down continues for long long time.After a while,i think again since this her decision i should respect her,she dun be frien is alright but i dun wan her be in hating mood all the time.
Maybe she do really hate me,all i wish for i the best for her..No wonder got ppl say I am a person treat frien more important than myself ,maybe ba it true everytime think of other before thinking of myself but in e end i get nth but suffering from cold war.Pathetic right?
Luckly jux nw i was down got how kar sharing my though and eddie consol me,they are really good lucky i know them sometime they do really annoying me but afterall they are the frien tat i truly need.Thanks how kar eddie zenith ivan (maybe reuben) thanks guys,thanks for eveything u given me i really appreaciate you guys..
i wun forget u guys even i gratuated from swiss,the annoying eddie,the evil poking ivan,flat flat zen,qurrel reuben,conselling how kar..Thanks guys~love ya=)
Today i speak to huiting ask her''do u wan still wan to have cold war until the end?this the last year can't we be like normal?''she didn't reply jux make an expression that she still angry and walk off.Her expression make me feel deeply hurt,coz this is the second peron making the looks make me feel hurt.First is wanling she use to be my best pal but of an misunderstanding we are seperated from an far distance even lose contact with each other le,i really dun wan huiting be the next victim.
Now huiting and i is like standing on the two end of a bridge,one day by one day we nv tok,the further distance we will be and soon one day the rope of the bridge will loose and it mean tha the end of our friendship.I really dun wan see this happe again,worse is that i heard that she say she dun wan recover the friendship anymore.The very first moment before i say anything my feeling came and my tears drop down continues for long long time.After a while,i think again since this her decision i should respect her,she dun be frien is alright but i dun wan her be in hating mood all the time.
Maybe she do really hate me,all i wish for i the best for her..No wonder got ppl say I am a person treat frien more important than myself ,maybe ba it true everytime think of other before thinking of myself but in e end i get nth but suffering from cold war.Pathetic right?
Luckly jux nw i was down got how kar sharing my though and eddie consol me,they are really good lucky i know them sometime they do really annoying me but afterall they are the frien tat i truly need.Thanks how kar eddie zenith ivan (maybe reuben) thanks guys,thanks for eveything u given me i really appreaciate you guys..
i wun forget u guys even i gratuated from swiss,the annoying eddie,the evil poking ivan,flat flat zen,qurrel reuben,conselling how kar..Thanks guys~love ya=)
Sunday, September 7, 2008
At home got family support
At the outside world got frienz and pals
Two of that make a prefect person in my life
but i get qurrel with my friend left only my family
i get so lonely that i wanna cried out loud but i can't
i treat everyone precious than myself but why can't you
understand me,understand my feeling toward you guys??
writter:kwek yuxuan
whoa i finally finish cpa paper 1(prelims) and tml is cpa paper 2 (n -level ) hope i can get good result show those loser who look down on me that i can do it!THe previous few paper no matter is n level chinese eng etc..is quite easy de espcially the n.a chinese darm easy,i think that is the easy paper i ever done in my sec sch life!I'm so confident can passed and to get good grade~
Still got another 28 days to go before all the exam end,hope juliana,liu shu and ah gong can bless me or look over me making sure i get good grade!!!
And lastly i qurrel with huiting 2 weeks le,still in the cold war no one willing to talk to each other.Becoz that week before n level first paper on the chinese lesson,chinese teacher give everyone the last test and becoz i nv finish my work and let her copy than she say me act dun wan let her copy.I admit i done the first three question nv tell her but i trying to do all than tell her,and she keep claim that i done all nv let her copy,say i selfish..I got so faded up i didn't talk to her for the rest of the lesson till now not even a single words!
I now think through carefully,i know both of us are in fault.BUt what i want is a sincere sorry from her by saying me selfish and i will forget everything be back with her as normal..In didn't came out what i wish to have,this few days in my dream i dream of her and me still qurrel with each other but the dream that her is better than the real life her..In that dream,she is kind girl willing to hear my words and in my dream she and me are the normal frien we use to be.IN real life it wasn't,she everytime stared at me for nth,giving me faces dun wan give me a chance to say something to her like that how to be frien!!!
I also know in this period of time,all of us left less than 28 days to be frien or schoolmates i really dun wan any qurrel le..hope this qurrel will soon end,if now she let me to talk to her clamly i got three question for her.Three Question of whether our friendship will still continue...
Still got another 28 days to go before all the exam end,hope juliana,liu shu and ah gong can bless me or look over me making sure i get good grade!!!
And lastly i qurrel with huiting 2 weeks le,still in the cold war no one willing to talk to each other.Becoz that week before n level first paper on the chinese lesson,chinese teacher give everyone the last test and becoz i nv finish my work and let her copy than she say me act dun wan let her copy.I admit i done the first three question nv tell her but i trying to do all than tell her,and she keep claim that i done all nv let her copy,say i selfish..I got so faded up i didn't talk to her for the rest of the lesson till now not even a single words!
I now think through carefully,i know both of us are in fault.BUt what i want is a sincere sorry from her by saying me selfish and i will forget everything be back with her as normal..In didn't came out what i wish to have,this few days in my dream i dream of her and me still qurrel with each other but the dream that her is better than the real life her..In that dream,she is kind girl willing to hear my words and in my dream she and me are the normal frien we use to be.IN real life it wasn't,she everytime stared at me for nth,giving me faces dun wan give me a chance to say something to her like that how to be frien!!!
I also know in this period of time,all of us left less than 28 days to be frien or schoolmates i really dun wan any qurrel le..hope this qurrel will soon end,if now she let me to talk to her clamly i got three question for her.Three Question of whether our friendship will still continue...
