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Today after sch i went to Balestier ite to find ivan and eddie,as i got early released coz my Pe teacher didn't come~YEPEES!

I was so exicted to going to their sch,as that the first time i travel to their sch but i reaches MRT.Ivan give me wrong direction,in the end it wasn't i fetching them is them finding me!Wow at the moment i can only say i really a SIngapore Sotong!

At first we still got chat and making fun of each other,but i think is my words about the comment my classmates make him angry.From Boon Keng to Choa Chu Kang we didn't speak to each other.At the moment i know i'm showing attitude make me feel sorry to his frien the first time met,i make attitude to them.REALLY SORRY GUYS~

I thinking of the sentence i say repeately in my mind,what i know is to blame myself that i shouldn't be so striaght forward or even told him but i spill out. Nothing can be done now,but i only keep blaming myself till i got serveral times when my tear coming out!That the first time i quarrel with him becoz of that matter,i blame myself for speaking wrong words,i blame myself to go over to his sch,i blame myself for not making him understand etc..The questions flow through my mind over and over again...

When i reach my house,the mood still in the down level but i dun wan my family members to worry about me.So before i open my house door,i atually hypostise myself that nothing happen?Believe anot that true,i always do that to myself.WHile it only works sometime,i lie on bed think through the matter,and i decided to msn ivan apologise to him as i dun wan of this kind of matter,break 4 years plus GOD BRO & SIS RELATIONSHIP~

After that we accept each other apologise and We are back to friend,at the moment my down feeling gone in a sudden and i feel relive!

SORRY IVAN'S FRIENS FOR MY ATTITUDE PROBLEM,THANKS EDDIE TRYING TO CHEER ME UP ALTHOUGH HE DIDN'T SUCESS BUT GOOD TRY~
LASTLY IVAN,HE FINALLY NOT ANGRY WITH ME ANYMORE~~~