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FUN FUN DAY!
1st lesson" BEG" i was slacking all the way as there is nothing for me to do.
2nd lesson"POA" having some leature than start again with the SOT project 2.
Now my role is to be a finance executive.
After lesson i went to disturb my cousin,sheryl as she was at the canteen alone.
Chat a while, i go off le because my friens and i need to go for lunch before attachment.
Geok Puey and i when to the hawker centre at clementi and order noodle for our lunch.
Wow..so delicious! first time never eat fastfood.. YUM YUM,stay heathly!

While waiting Kanages end her tutor course,we roughly shop around clementi shopping centre.
Guess what?! i saw Feng Hui Jie Jie!!! hehes..by right, he call Feng Hao.
But i like calling him,Feng Hui Jie Jie.. i dun think he will mind barhs!
Seriously been through there, thousand over times first time saw familiar face!!
Didn't chat much and i left le, becoz need to rush for attachment @ Novena.

On the way there,i had my fun by disturbing geok puey, da ge(Haoyuan), Terry, Vj and kanages!
They say i am crazy becoz i keep laughing at the television show.
Hello!!! Is common lor,that a comedy show leh!!
When we reach Novena is aready late, we was like running for marathon. RUNNING LIKE MAD!
Eventually we still late, lucky got inform the staff earlier. Start doing admin work from 2 - 5.30 pm.

Making our way back home so slowly like turtle. =D
Vijay,Terry,Kanages and i brough the same MRT back.. All along,terry was bullying VJ, it was darm funny!
VJ know he can't win the three of us so he started to speak tamil.
Luckly we got kanages to be the translator,helping us scolding him back.
He was darm funny just like Mr Bean,his face expression got so many patterns & styles.
Hehes..we even pull him to "SUNSHINE PLACE" @ cck, although he dun wan but we force him.
The meal with them is so hard to chew, he was so stupid enough to pour whole plate of chilli in the chicken rice. When he realised the chilli is hot but is too late to reversed the time. Hahas!

Eat Eat Eat till 7.30-7.45pm, we went back home le..
Pity Terry must accompany him to Jurong Point and come back to cck.
Overall i enjoy my day, it was tired but enjoyable with those friens.
I will miss you guys when i graduate my NITEC COURSE de,friens do stay in contact!

Alone in dark

My sky is so grey that i couldn't feel that warm of the sunlight.
My mood is "CRYING",i can't stop my tears from rolling down.
A word ,A sentence that i spoke out by accident got blame from my friens.
I doesn't mean that, i trying to rephrase the sentence but i wasn't a chance to explain.
Blame Blame Blame,all the Blaming & Blaming...
They might not mean it but seriously it hurt my feeling, i did it in not purpose.
Whenever i say or do something,there will be a explaining.
I tried to hold my tears but the more of blaming make my tears fall like tap water.

The more i try to endure,the more of tears coming out.
I Really can't stand it, Reallt can't can't..
i had enough of her blaming, her beating, her complaining etc..
i wanna say out to her but i scare to hurt her feeling and i endure it.
I been bearing and enduring stuff since past few years,being a person that wasn't me.
I try to be hyper,be cheerful infront of others.
I don't want my parent or friens worry for me, i always cried during the night when no one realised.
I cried when i was bathing,and i couldn't different which is my tears and water from tap.
I cried when i was in my room,don;t bare to make sound.
Scaring that my elder brother and my mum outside the room will heard me crying.

Why? What happen to me? Stop crying !!!
I think most likely is becoz of that incident on 3 years ago barhs?
Must endure,Must be patient,Must Cheerful.. Yuxuan i know u can make it de..
NO more tears from you..BARE>.<

YAY!!!! I bough my own personal printer at last!!
Wooo..i always wanted a printer,now i got it.. OH my!!!
But because of this printer,i spend my hard-earn saving of $169 on the printer & ink.
At least it worth it,now i dun need to please others to print out the stuff that i need.

PRINTER PRINTER PRINTER PRINTER PRINTER PRINTER PRINTER PRINTER PRINTER!

After buying my printer,i was surpose to meet ada and kanages at jurong east libarary for role play.
But when i was travelling my way to jurong east,kanages mag me say they went home le.
I was thinking: "WHAT NONSENSE?! I RUSH ALL THE WAY THERE!! ".
Than with all the complaining and etc, in the end i meet up kanages at lot 1 to buy present for ada.
We brough a keychain strip with her name"ADA" and a small monkey accompany.=(

Not only that,kanages brough a poster of "BOYS OVER FLOWERS" for geoko puey and me..
WA...THank you kanages!

Once again,i am broke.
ARHHHH...... How am i going to survive!!!!
And my mind plan to buy a ZINC bag cost $35.90...
MOre worse,need to save money again...
When can i get the money to buy the baggie....

Today i went school with all the books that would needed for today.
Actually there was a role play but we wasn't prepare so it was proposed,simply stay in class chatting.
At 10am i went to POA lesson but the teacher didn't come and we slack again?!
This the first time that we can slack..Next week it were be tough!!
Teacher will want us to pay back the time de~~ OH NO~~

Soon i ended my lesson,so geok puey,kanages and me when to Jurong Point for a movie.
As this is what we promised to do during our june holidays, We manage to catch a movie named" where got ghost". The show was quite funny afterall,as i seriously make me laugh and scare at the same time.
The stupid ghost with blood is the only scence whereby i was shock.

Anyway i enjoy my day, hope there wil be next time again!

Shu Yun,ME & QIng Ping.
STyle Model~

COusins Forever!~ BLACK SCARY~

Yesterday night,my relative and 2 of my dearest cousins when to country club for KBOX.

Almost all is adult except for Qing Ping,Shu Yun and me which are 18 years old and below.

We sang the songs all along,we like so mad..
Keep choosing songs and sing, until we lost our voice =(

Hahas..The joy cannot be say by words.

Hope to go again soon!~~

Friends Forever!

Busy for entire ONE months plus..
Now my event is over,i feel abit weird..In a sense that,i got nothing much to do.
Some ways it make me feel weird..Am i too addicted in my project?
Or i am simply insane about my project?

When the event is still on, my heart keep nagging & hoping it would be ended.
When the event ended, my heart feel empty, i wanted to continue the event.
What am i thinking? Over insane? Common feeling? idiotic heart?
Now left distrubute the items to all the customer..
But we still got left over stock? how sell to who? Buy ourself? sell to teacher?
I am puzzles about it, but lucky it's over. NO more torturing le!

Sadly next week, got role play for BEG lesson and "NAFA TEST"!!
I dun mind role play,acting nia..small case la.
NAFA TEST! NO way i comfirm fail de..No hope on passing my nafa test>.<

National Day!!! 2009(come together,reaching up,reaching out)
First ever i feel so stress for national day as i got my first event in school.
I been walking all along the entire first and second floor from 7.30am to 1 pm plus?!!
So cramp Lor...Pain!!!
It's tired but i feel fun & interesting. I feel so emotional today like TIRED,STRESS,BUSY,HAPPY,ANGRY,SAD,WONDERING etc..

But good thing is: "NATIONAL EVENT IS OVER"..
You know,from starting of the school re-open i had been stuggling with this event like hell.
Just like thurs(6 Aug), Kanages, Geok Puey and me stay at school until 10pm?!!
Can you imagine? 10 pm?! IN SCHOOL!! while traveling back home,i was totally like a mud.
don't feel like moving or talking,all i think is my softy bed and pillow. OH MY!~

By right i should say, from starting of school till now. Almost every weekdays in school i'm skipping my breakfast,lunch & Dinner. I can only eat tibits for a whole entire day! COol?
I think if i keep continue this way,i turn darm slimmy lor..hahas..
Even my birthday itself,i wasn't giving myself a break.
i was walking class by class taking down pre-order from classes. DARM TIRING!!
Luckly My ITE friens got give me some presents for the sake that i not celebrating this year.
I simply dunno about myself,my birthday also is my friens remind me i than recall de.
See how "SHORT TERM MEMORY" i am.

Thanks kanages for all the days,staying with me doing all the project items until late night
Thanks Geok Puey for being my chairman,although u not prefect but you are the "BEST".
Thanks Yan Nee for helping with the class decoration.
Thanks Jane for the patient and drawing for decor,i love ur drawing!!
Thanks Venassa,Debra,Izza,Vino,Hafizah,Saidah,Haszima and etc for the effort put in..

A Sincere Thank You to all my members cooperation & help.
whithout you guys i wouldn't be able to complete this event, THANKS!
I LOVE YOU GUYS>.<

But Sorry,it haven over yet..
We still got left over stock,try to clear all to the staff barhs!
JIA YOU~~~