Welcome To My Blog!

YAYMEE...finally days of struggling for my POA AND BEO Examinations are over!~
Phew..i think i can pass with good grade barhs!
NO!! Confirm i will, i need to get at least 3.5 GPA to gain a present and a movie ticket!!
MUST MUST MUST PASS!!! DIE DIE ALSO MUST!!!!

16 Sept 2009
i hate myself so much from not being decisive to the stuff i do!
I feel like to go Hong Kong for the class trip but my close Friend wasn't going which make me hard to decide.
I Really hate this feeling:

My heart had a feeling to go for it as a new experience trip.
My mind confused me with the situation of myself alone.
My Tears dropped down when i received negative news from my Friend.

At that moment, my mind, heart and tears just like a broke down machine which can't work properly.
I didn't blame on the friend who is not going, i understand her difficulties but somehow i am afraid the face/ speak to her. i scare i will brust out my tears again.
Everytime when i promised myself not to cry but i just can't control my tears from coming out.

FORGET IT ~ FORGET IT ~ FORGET IT ~
i made a few times of thinking and i believe to follow my heart.
I will go if shuhui is going,although we are different class but at least when i got no pals i could find her.
OR not i can find my lao da or fake daughter to accompany me.
Got their accompany i believe i will have a fun trip!!!
SHUHUI hope u will go~~~

I also take advise from sec school mate, eddile.
he told me that "coz no matter which stage of life u go needed to mix with other people such as in pri,sec n maybe this is good chance for u to mix with other people u dun know".'
i was wonder,how come my sec sch frien know me better than myself ??
Isit them my little mind cells? hahas! Just joking=P
And Eddile teacher also told him that:
"Result is not important when u have do your best in progress".
That was so impressive, i was so attracted to the sentence and it gives me a illustated pictures.
I believe that as well as i give the best of it, i will not have any regret!!

Thanks Eddile for consult~