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Sporting day!
Yesterday i when to shahirah house for badmintor & gym!
We started playing from 3.50 pm- 4 pm can't remember the actual timing, all the way till 7 pm! Whole day sporting! how cool isit, it been nearly a year i really exercise.. For such a long hours for exercising i didn't really sweat much, what would the reason be? I wonder..

This morning wake up, my shoulder pain probably never do hand warm up barhs! Yet i continue to play with skipping rope for 1161 jumps! Isit too long never jump, my leg can easlier get blisters.. Haiz..last time even tell me make 2500 jumps also not a problem, recently too fat to jump le! HAHAS!! =(

Must must lost weight, have a bet with my cousin! ^_^

Recently my mood is kind of weird..
It seem to be the wave, going up & down...
Every night there seem to have something bother over me.
It always takes 1-2 hours to warm up before i feel sleepy, 3 hours my mind will automatically think of the past history over & over again until i fall asleep. This not the end, even my dream "ALWAYS" appear weird stuff like Ghost,Zombie, slaughter killers etc..Every dream make me sweat when i was awake. Somehow i am quite use to it, this types of dream had been repeated been in my dream for years! I didn't dare to told others, cause i believe no one will trust on this nonsense!

I remenber i read before a psychology book and it say a teenager girls between the age of 13 - 19 years old is a dreamer. They will dream of different stuff that the mind will give out the signal. But how come my mind always give out this weird signal make me feel so uncomfortable? I really can't figure out the reason, all sort of books can't explain the case that happened on me?

What is going on with my mind? Those ghost is scary & creepy. Those Slaughter Killers are real desperate, they chase me all around and i can't wake up till i was frightened / Rest in the dream. Zomble in green tie me on a tree up side down, beneath is hundreds over poison snakes! Sometime still gt possessed ghost, which pull my family / friends who are close to me. It seem to be a endless dream with scary things going on..

I am afriad to sleep at night, i am afriad to dream, i don't want to fight with those non-human stuff all night! Need to find some others psychology books, anyone can recommand?